Christmas!!!!

Christmas is right around the corner! and i have no Christmas spirit =/.. like where did it all go???? i want it back now! when i was little i anticipated Christmas! i mean couldn't sleep, eat! i remember sneaking through the house looking for gifts! lol . now its like i could care less. this year i went a little shopping spending money which i really didn't mind spending. as i was walking through the mall and all this holiday music was playing i was thinking ugh! i wish they would turn this off!!! smh why is it as we get older we get more miserable?? we loose the things that once made us happy smile laugh day dream? we loose our inner child?? .  everyone wants to be grown!. we don't believe in things that are non tangible (non touchable) anymore ! we don't dream of what could be anymore! i'm really going try and enjoy this Christmas! watch Christmas movies! drink hot coco but i'm not singing Christmas corrals lol thats over doing it. But no on a serious note i want my inner child back! i know shes there someone where and i'm pulling her out!! =) 

ABOUT ME =)

well well well lol =) My name is teneia . im 19 years young ;-) i live upstate NY in the city of Syracuse . im a college student majoring in a few things. I love to travel , When im finally financially stable i know travelling will be  a common hobby of mine. When it comes to my personality i'm as silly as it could get . I love to laugh! lol... see =)... i'm a spontaneous person and no one knows what i will say or do next! I don't even know!. I do what i want , say how i feel! thats just me. I believe life is way to short to be stuck up and i do not like those personalities around me. I have goals so the people i surround myself with should have goals also. not to be mean but i don't like slouches. hmmmmmmmm oh i spend money fast , but i'm working on saving  and i'm doing a good job if i do say so myself lol. =).... relationship??? nooo way i'm single. i learned that i love hard and trust to easily I don't yet know myself so no way can i try to give what i don't yet to someone else ya know lol?. I'm not grown , so i don't try to act like it. I'm growing and still learning and finding new things about my self all the time.  but thats all i can think of besides the simple things like favorite color and food and stuff. but i will try to keep a my blogs updated for you guys .  My motto, live laugh love learn. =)