yea it happened BUT.........

Yeah, soooooo im in love guys but not the love i expected i guess =/ this is love that i dont is ment to be . or is all Love ment to be ??? hmmm but yea even though the love is right there is too many things thats wrong , timing location , not to mention  the trust is not all the way there anymore , but despite all the negativity THE LOVE IS THERE! i mean this boy means so much to me , i care about him in a different way than i do every other male "friend" that has entered my life . With me and him is complicated we can be in a relationship due to the fact we four hours away from each other. and we cant be friends because theres to many feeling involved. so i just know ! ... BUTTTT besides that everything else is great school is fantastic , i will get a degree in august , but of course im not done!  im starting a new school in summer for sociology  that should be exciting =)  i start a new job at the end of this month on a search for # 2 . =) but i just had to give an update ! . ttyl loves

Update! =)

Wow the last time i wrote a blog was in before Christmas  !! .. sorry guys i been really busy , personal things, plus im getting ready to start my new semester! =) im  extra excited about that . after this semester i will get a degree!! .. But of course you know im not done with education!. lol  got a couple more years! , its all worth it though!  hard work defiantly pays off!.  I no every new year people say the same thing "new year new me" but i honestly feel im making changes! . progress takes time ! . but im doing  working on alot of things!. This year is just going to be about me !  I need to make sure im good before i worry about everything else , ya know?  But school is the main focus right now !. Hmmm this was just to update you, i haven't for got ! lol.... next blog i think will be a more personal one. Maybe  males and females??  ... relationships???? or knowing self worth!... idk i figure it out  sooner than later =) . Muah!