Talking with Teneia
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
yea it happened BUT.........
Yeah, soooooo im in love guys but not the love i expected i guess =/ this is love that i dont is ment to be . or is all Love ment to be ??? hmmm but yea even though the love is right there is too many things thats wrong , timing location , not to mention the trust is not all the way there anymore , but despite all the negativity THE LOVE IS THERE! i mean this boy means so much to me , i care about him in a different way than i do every other male "friend" that has entered my life . With me and him is complicated we can be in a relationship due to the fact we four hours away from each other. and we cant be friends because theres to many feeling involved. so i just know ! ... BUTTTT besides that everything else is great school is fantastic , i will get a degree in august , but of course im not done! im starting a new school in summer for sociology that should be exciting =) i start a new job at the end of this month on a search for # 2 . =) but i just had to give an update ! . ttyl loves
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Update! =)
Wow the last time i wrote a blog was in before Christmas !! .. sorry guys i been really busy , personal things, plus im getting ready to start my new semester! =) im extra excited about that . after this semester i will get a degree!! .. But of course you know im not done with education!. lol got a couple more years! , its all worth it though! hard work defiantly pays off!. I no every new year people say the same thing "new year new me" but i honestly feel im making changes! . progress takes time ! . but im doing working on alot of things!. This year is just going to be about me ! I need to make sure im good before i worry about everything else , ya know? But school is the main focus right now !. Hmmm this was just to update you, i haven't for got ! lol.... next blog i think will be a more personal one. Maybe males and females?? ... relationships???? or knowing self worth!... idk i figure it out sooner than later =) . Muah!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Christmas!!!!
Christmas is right around the corner! and i have no Christmas spirit =/.. like where did it all go???? i want it back now! when i was little i anticipated Christmas! i mean couldn't sleep, eat! i remember sneaking through the house looking for gifts! lol . now its like i could care less. this year i went a little shopping spending money which i really didn't mind spending. as i was walking through the mall and all this holiday music was playing i was thinking ugh! i wish they would turn this off!!! smh why is it as we get older we get more miserable?? we loose the things that once made us happy smile laugh day dream? we loose our inner child?? . everyone wants to be grown!. we don't believe in things that are non tangible (non touchable) anymore ! we don't dream of what could be anymore! i'm really going try and enjoy this Christmas! watch Christmas movies! drink hot coco but i'm not singing Christmas corrals lol thats over doing it. But no on a serious note i want my inner child back! i know shes there someone where and i'm pulling her out!! =)
ABOUT ME =)
well well well lol =) My name is teneia . im 19 years young ;-) i live upstate NY in the city of Syracuse . im a college student majoring in a few things. I love to travel , When im finally financially stable i know travelling will be a common hobby of mine. When it comes to my personality i'm as silly as it could get . I love to laugh! lol... see =)... i'm a spontaneous person and no one knows what i will say or do next! I don't even know!. I do what i want , say how i feel! thats just me. I believe life is way to short to be stuck up and i do not like those personalities around me. I have goals so the people i surround myself with should have goals also. not to be mean but i don't like slouches. hmmmmmmmm oh i spend money fast , but i'm working on saving and i'm doing a good job if i do say so myself lol. =).... relationship??? nooo way i'm single. i learned that i love hard and trust to easily I don't yet know myself so no way can i try to give what i don't yet to someone else ya know lol?. I'm not grown , so i don't try to act like it. I'm growing and still learning and finding new things about my self all the time. but thats all i can think of besides the simple things like favorite color and food and stuff. but i will try to keep a my blogs updated for you guys . My motto, live laugh love learn. =)
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